Monday, August 2, 2010

Still here...still waiting...

Adoption. What a process! We're still here.

Still waiting.

Still hoping.

Still praying.

We've had a couple of possibilities but nothing has been "it" yet. (This is a nice way of saying we've been rejected a couple of times. I tell myself that it's okay because when I hold MY baby, none of these disappointments will matter anymore. MY baby will end up in my arms.)

In the mean time, I pray for our birth mother every day.

And hope.


And love the children that I already have.

Loving them makes me look forward to loving the next one.

Which brings me back around to hoping.

That somewhere, sometime, somehow,

We'll be 5.